baltasar and

I dont know what to do, i feel like i`m being pulled every which way and i feel like i`m going to be ripped apart. My ex says she still loves me and the idea of someone else touching me makes her sick and sees red, i started crying while i was talking to her.

i`ve got a boyfriend and truth be told i dont know why i`m with him but we havent done anything but kiss, i dont want to be with him but the look on my mothers face when she talks about me having a boyfriend or when she met him. I need to stop putting others before myself.

i`ve got women and men after me for some reason, i`m nothing special there are lots of people better then me, why would anyome want me?

i need to work everything out lucky i have a weekend of peace as he`s gone to france for afew days.

i have alot to think about, do i keep my mum happy and stay with him or make myself happy and maybe see if anything will happen with my ex or the other woman i have my eye on.
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