Matt passed away on Monday night/ Tuesday morning.�It was like for 3 months just watching him get weaker and weaker... Its probably one of the hardest things Iapos;ve ever had to do.
I love you, kid. With all my heart. You werenapos;t done yet. I didnapos;t get my picnic or my day at the childrens museum or the zoo. Weapos;ll have our picnic one day, when I reach where you are. Itapos;s only been a couple of days, and it just doesnapos;t seem real yet. Tomorrow will make it real. And I donapos;t want it to be real yet. I still think weapos;re gonna go hang out in a few days... But at the same time, I know I wonapos;t. I canapos;t make sense of the situation. Canapos;t make sense of it at all. Iapos;m okay though. I always will be. You put up a good fight, but the cancer was too strong for even the strongest people.
like I told you saturday night, Youapos;re one of the strongest people I know. And I love you. Her and I will help each other through this. And Iapos;m sorry that your stupid friends are treating us like this. We both know what you wanted, and who you wanted and nothing will ever change that.
In my journey to finding god again, he has begun to test me. Test me in ways that are unspeakable... But I know with you and my grandpa on my side, Iapos;ll be okay. Heapos;s pushed me to not knowing if I can make it and every day that I do, I smile because I know somehow you two have helped me.
I love you, Matt. Iapos;ll always miss you. Youapos;re always in my heart, Kid- always.
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